Insomnia tonight

What the deuce yo?!?

Where the hell did this insomnia come from?

Ever since my spastic anxiety attacks i've had this aweful sleep pattern. Sometimes typicaly accompanied by a little headache.

I crawled into bed at 8pm, what can I say thats the bedtime i've created for myself. Yea it's kind of early but it works for me, until recently. Not it's 11:30pm and I feel like i've hit a second wind. Of course then the little munchies make their appearance and I dash to the basement for some yummy peach candies. Sugar...sooo not a wise choice but they tasted awesome.

Hm. I went out to dinner with a friend tonight at some German restraunt. I got Onion soup with a fish dish sided with potatoes and salad. Perhaps since i'm not used to eating out like that anymore since going vegetarian the food gave me this horrible burst of energy. I can't finish restraunt meals anymore. I always leave with a box of almost half the dish. The food was very freakin' salty. The onion soup was amazing and the initial few spoonfuls tasted like I was drinking salt water. But it tasted so good. Then I ate the fish. After the first fillet I realized I had downed all my coke. The second fillet...I only got a quarter of the way through it before I had to throw in the fork. It was just way to salty for my tastebuds. Salt is a good staple in meals but hot damn it seems they were aiming to make it the centerpiece of the dish or something.

My friend really wanted to eat there so I sucked it up and ate what I could. Not that the place was bad or something, but my tastebuds have just adapted to a different palate of food and fried foods just don't do it for me anymore.

So i'm wondering if the food is the reason i'm so wired now. Perhaps I should go make a cup of tea to make me sleepy.

All I know is that this insomnia shit is getting worse and i'm not the biggest fan of it. It makes it even more unbarrable becuase I don't have tv that I can just turn on and zone out to. Typicaly I would just set up bed on the couch and eventually fall asleep to whatever's on tv. Don't have that option anymore.

Hm. Or perhaps it's a reverse affect from the passion flower pills. They claim that they make you sleep better at night but make i'm a rare case and it does the opposite. Who knows. Now I just feel loopy because deep down i'm tired but mentaly i'm not.

Fudge.

I Just want to sleep :yawn: